Alyssa Truth - I Don't Want To Die

November 05, 2026
I DON'T WANT TO DIE — Alyssa Truth
“I don't want to die. I just don't know how to live.”
Intimate, emotionally driven alternative pop with R&B influences.
A song about reaching a point where everything feels overwhelming, when even the achievements you're proud of can't protect you from the battles going on inside your head.
It's about the exhaustion of holding everything together, the people who give you a reason to keep going and the realisation that strength isn't always about fighting harder.
Sometimes strength is simply making it through another night.
And sometimes the bravest thing you can say is, “I need help learning how to live.”
Alyssa Truth - I Don't Want To Die
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